been reali confused wif wat ure tryin to say n wat i mean to u, sometimes u make me feel like the luckiest guy in the world, sumtimes i wish no1 feels the pain i feel, u raise me up and than hurt me...i wish to spend every wakin minute with u yet sumhow i haven spoken to u open heartedli for sucha long time, miss u every minute but yet u seem so able to live without me, i spend my days and nite livin in a dream where u are mine and we spend every wakin hour in embrace...i dream of petty fights, me and u holdin hands, dream of tellin evry1 how i m the luckiest guy to have an angel like u as mine... hmm guess sumhow the dreams remain even more distant with each time we speak.... u are goin further and further away and i cant bear it honestli, i knw i appear strong and i dnt want to show u my weakness but i aint tat strong it kills me to have to live with onli 5% of u, it hurts to think i might even be a burden and emotional irritant on ya part...i dnt need ya pity nor do i want u to give in to my whims juz to make me feel good but its just hard for me without u.... i dnt knw if u will believe me for all the bull i have given u, i knw in ya heart u have prefixed a profile for me and its hard to change it, but i cant live as onli tat, i need more, i need u....
Sufferin every minute without u as unwarranted punishment for my mistakes,
Wishin to spend every minute with u, even a joyous minute per day is enuff to lead my life..
Willin to prove how much i love u, jus dnt knw how...My temper and the stupid things i did before are causin u to judge me for whu i am, i am so much more than my mistakes, cant u overlook em?
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